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* It's good to suffer loss, for it draws me to the Cross where God's loss is more than what anyone ever lost. * We cannot hear what the stories of the Bible are saying until we hear them as stories about ourselves. * Let go of control. * Trust God. Thank God. Think about God. Talk to God. Talk about God.

Wednesday, November 15, 2023

The Perfect King (Psalm 72)

"Endow the king with your justice, O God, the royal son with your righteousness" (Ps 72:1).

The NT nowhere quotes this as Messianic, but this picture of the king and his realm is so close to the prophesies of Isaiah 11:1-5 and Isaiah 60-62 that if those passages are Messianic, so is this.
  1. Royal righteousness (Ps 72:1-4). Imitating God: the world and its people set to rights.
  2. Endless reign (Ps 72:5-7). Endless abundance under the king.
  3. Boundless realm (Ps 72:8-11). World dominion.
  4. Compassionate king (Ps 72:12-14). The caring rule.
  5. Endless blessing (Ps 72:15-17).
    1. The nations respond in devotion (Ps 72:15). 
    2. Shared abundance under the king (Ps 72:16-17).
  6. Doxology and conclusion (Ps 72:18-19). Reflecting God: the earth filled with his glory.

Tuesday, November 14, 2023

Ps 88 Faith Without Hope as the Darkness Deepens

"Lord, you are the God who saves me; day and night I cry out to you" ["by day I have screamed, by night, in front of you" {Motyer}] "...darkness is my closest [best] friend" (Ps 88:1, 18).
  • Can you live a life without comfort (1-9a)? Die without hope (9b-12)? Have questions without answers (13-18)?

Thursday, November 2, 2023

What Hatred and Love Does to You by MLK

"Love is the greatest force in the universe. It is the heartbeat of the moral cosmos. He who loves is a participant in the being of God."

Saturday, October 28, 2023

Faith under Fire (Psalm 73)

Find your Faltering, Flickering, Fading Faith under Fire: "...till 
entered the sanctuary of God; then understood …" (Ps 73:17)
.

A. Faith professed (Ps 73:1). God is good.
B. Faith questioned (Ps 73:2-14). The evil of envy.
C. Faith refocused (Ps 73:15-20). A new perspective.
B1. Faith unquestioned (Ps 73:21-26). Guided by God's counsel.
A1. Faith affirmed (Ps 73:27-28). God's closeness is good.
5 books of Psalms corresponding to the Torah:
  1. Book 1 (1-41). Genesis. Songs of relationship...with God.
  2. Book 2 (42-72). Exodus. Songs of redemption...delivernace by God.
  3. Book 3 (73-89). Leviticus. Songs of refugeSanctuary of God. [reflection]
  4. Book 4 (90-106). Numbers. Songs of repercussion. Rebellion...against God.
  5. Book 5 (107-150). Deuteronomy. Songs of revival. Renewal with God.

Tuesday, October 24, 2023

A Mirror to Who You Truly Are


Repay Evil for Evil

"In the old days, people demanded 'an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth,' and to repay evil for evil. Patience was not yet on the earth, because faith was not on the earth either. Of course, impatience made full use of the opportunities the Law gave it. That was easy when the Lord and Master of patience was not here. But now that he has come and put the grace of faith together with patience, we are no longer allowed to attack someone even with a word—not even to call someone a fool without facing the danger of judgment. The Law found more than it lost when Christ said, 'Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven' (Matthew 5:44-45). This most important commandment summarizes in a word the universal discipline of patience, since it does not allow us to do evil even to people who deserve it."—Tertullian


Discovering the Gospel in Job – Tim Keller

Tuesday, October 17, 2023

When Your World Falls Apart (Psalm 3-7)

When Life Takes a Turn for the Worst (Psalm 3-7)
  1. Psalm 3: Facing a New Day (Ps 3:5-6). You are not alone.
  2. Psalm 4: Facing Another Night (Ps 4:4; 6:6). Who can I turn to?
  3. Psalm 5: Starting a New Day (Ps 5:3). On pleading with the King.
  4. Psalm 6: Waiting is Hard (Ps 6:1-4). The way prayer makes a difference.
    • Prayers and tears (Ps 6:6-9).
  5. Psalm 7: Sin and judgment. The judge is on your side.
    • A Conscience without Offence (Ps 7:3-5).
    • A cry for justice (Ps 7:6-11).

Friday, October 13, 2023

Happiness (Psalm 1-2)

How to be Happy Living in the World (Psalm 1-2). Psalm 1 is the gateway and introduction to the Psalms. It contrasts the way of life and the way of doom by emphasizing the importance of meditating and delighting in God's Word (Ps 1:2).

Ø  Is there a key to happiness? Or is it a carefully guarded secret known only to a very few special select people?

Ø  What do you think you need to be happy and to avoid unhappiness?

Monday, October 9, 2023

Wounds are Healed from the Heart, not the Head (Henri Nouwen)

Live Your Wounds. You have been wounded in many ways. The more you open yourself to being healed, the more you will discover how deep your wounds are.... The great challenge is living your wounds through instead of thinking them through. It is better to cry than to worry, better to feel your wounds deeply than to understand them, better to let them enter into your silence than to talk about them. The choice you face constantly is whether you are taking your hurts to your head or to your heart. In your head you can analyze them, find their causes and consequences, and coin words to speak and write about them. But no final healing is likely to come from that source. You need to let your wounds go down to your heart. Then you can live through them and discover that they will not destroy you. Your heart is greater than your wounds.


Friday, October 6, 2023

Imagine Yourself as a Living House (CS Lewis)

"Imagine yourself as a living house. God comes in to rebuild that house. At first, perhaps, you can understand what He is doing. He is getting the drains right and stopping the leaks in the roof and so on: you knew that those jobs needed doing and so you are not surprised. But presently he starts knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably and does not seem to make sense. What on earth is He up to? The explanation is that He is building quite a different house from the one you thought of – throwing out a new wing here, putting on an extra floor there, running up towers, making courtyards. You thought you were going to be made into a decent little cottage but He is building a palace. He intends to come and live in it Himself."—C. S. Lewis

Wednesday, September 27, 2023

When a Preacher is Downcast by Charles Spurgeon

"Even if the enemy's foot is on your neck, expect to rise and overthrow him. Cast the burden of the present, along with the sin of the past and the fear of the futureupon the Lordwho does not forsake His saints. Live by the day—ay, by the hour. Put no trust in frames and feelings. Care more for a grain of faith than a ton of excitement. Trust in God alone, and lean not on the needs of human help." Charles Spurgeon.

Who Is Your God? (Isaiah 40:1-11; 12-26; 27-31)

Who Is Your God? (Isaiah 40:1-11; 12-26; 27-31) [Nov 2016]

  1. The God of Comfort (1-11).
  2. The Incomparable God (12-26).
  3. The God Who Makes Man Fly (27-31).

Most scholars agree that ch. 40–55 were written to the Babylonian exiles after the destruction of Jerusalem in 586 B.C. (Some, doubt Isaiah wrote this ~150 years in advance, and say an anonymous prophet, a devotee of Isaiah, wrote it in 550 B.C. The book makes no reference to this.)

Theme:

  1. Chs.1-39 is Trust: the Basis of Servanthood.
  2. Chs. 40–55 is Grace: the Motive and Means for Servanthood, for trusting God.
    1. Ch. 40 is the intro; 
    2. ch. 41–48 is part A, Motive; 
    3. ch. 49– 55 is part B, Means.
  1. (40:1–2) What attitude/emotion requires encouragement? Why would the exiles be experiencing this? Why was God punishing them? What questions might they be asking? What encouragement does Isaiah offer here? How would these be encouraging? [Comfort" is not a good translation. The idea is to encourage, strengthen.]
  2. (40:3-5) How might 40:3 apply to John the Baptist (Mt 3:3; Mk 1:3; Lk 3:4)? How does that fulfill these promises? Compare to the promise of 7:14. What do these verses say about Yahweh's desire to deliver?
  3. (40:6–8) If the goal here is encouragement, how could 40:6–8 be understood as encouragement? Compare the final clause of 40:5 with the final clause of 40:8. What is the point of this repetition (Isa 45:23; 46:11b; 55:10-11)?
  4. (40:9-11) Zion and Judah have been destroyed (9). How can they be the heralds of deliverance (10)? What is the good news (11)? What are the two different uses of "arm"? How do they relate to the message of good news? See shepherd in the OT (Ps 23:1; 78:52; Jer 23:2-3; Eze 34:1-31; Mic 2:12). How does Jesus exemplify this (Jn 10:1-18)?
  5. (40:12–26) What is the expected answer to the rhetorical questions in 12–14? What is the point? [In the myths the gods were always taking counsel with one another to decide what to do (40:13–14).] Relate 40:15–17 to the points made in chs. 13–23.
  6. Why do people constantly seek out idols as objects of worship (18–20; 46:1–7)? How do they compare to Yahweh (21–24)? How is he different? How do 40:18-28 stress the uniqueness of Israel's God?
  7. Who is Yahweh being compared to (25–26)? [In paganism the stars are considered to be the visible representation of the gods. "The Host of Heaven" is an expression for "the gods."] What do 40:12–26 say about Yahweh's ability to deliver?
  8. (40:27–31) What are the people's complaint (27)? What are they forgetting (28)? Who gets tired (30)? Who gains strength (29)? How can any person "fly" (31)?

When Overcome by Sin and Guilt (Psalm 38)

When You are Overcome by Your Sin and Guilt:
  1. How does David describe his suffering (Ps 38:1; 6:1)?
    • Is he asking not to be rebuked or disciplined?
    • Who does God discipline (Heb 12:6)? Why (Heb 12:10)?
    • How does he feel (Ps 38:2)?
  2. What does David connect his suffering with (Ps 38:3, 5)? How did his sin and guilt affect him (Ps 38:4, 6-8)? How does your sin affect you?
    • Does God discipline severely (Ac 5:5, 10; 1 Cor 11:29-30)?
    • What kind of suffering have you experienced in your life?
    • What do you think caused your suffering?
  3. What does David know about God's knowledge of him (Ps 38:9; 139:1, 5, 7, 23-24; Gen 16:13)? How is he different from Adam (Gen 3:10)? How devastated is he (Ps 38:10, 17)?
  4. How does David's friends react to him (Ps 38:11-12)? Why (Ps 38:16, 19-20)? How did he respond to their criticism and opposition (Ps 38:13-14; 46:10; Eccl 5:2; Isa 53:7; Mt 27:14)?
  5. After expressing great suffering what did David do (Ps 38:15; 39:7; 42:5, 11)? Is it easy for you to just wait on God without any time schedule (Job 13:15) What if you do (Isa 40:31)?
  6. Is it easy to honesty confess your sins (Ps 38:18)? What if you don't (Ps 32:3-4)? What if you do (Ps 32:5; 1 Jn 1:9)?
  7. Do you long to be near God more than with someone else (Ps 38:21)? How earnestly do you affirm your need for help (Ps 38:22)?
    • Was his suffering relieved at the end of this Psalm? Is there a high point in this Psalm?
    • How could David be so bold to appeal to God for mercy, being the guilty sinner that he was (Ps 51:3-4)?
  • How might affliction, anguish, adversity and anxiety help a Christian more than comfort and convenience, safety and security (Ps 119:67, 71, 75, 92)?
  • How does Psalm 38 point to Christ (Ps 22:1; Mt 27:46; Mk 15:34)?

Suscipe of St. Ignatius of Loyola

The word "suscipe" is Latin for "receive."

The Suscipe is a Catholic prayer written by St. Ignatius of Loyola. It is a surrender to God. It is in his Spiritual Exercises, 1st published in the 16th century. The prayer goes back to monastic profession and reciting Psalm 119. The prayer is: 
  • "Take, Lord, and receive all my liberty, my memory, my understanding, and my entire will, all I have and call my own".
  • "You have given all to me. To you, Lord, I return it".
  • "Everything is yours; do with it what you will".
  • "Give me only your love and your grace".

Learn How to Suffer Well (Job 1:1-22)

* Learn from Job how to suffer well.
* Don't think that you did something wrong [even if you did] (Jn 9:1-3).
* Own your suffering (Job 1:20-21). Accept your situation/suffering. 
* The ultimate value and purpose of our suffering (Rom 8:28-29).
* No need to know why except that God is good in all that he does.

How You Know If You Truly Believe


Monday, September 25, 2023

Affliction, Adversity, Anxiety and Anguish is Good for Me (9/25/23)


  • "Before I was afflicted went astray, but now I obey your word" (Ps 119:67).
  • "It was good for me to be afflicted so that I might learn your decrees" (Ps 119:71).
  • "I know, Lord, that your laws are righteous, and that in faithfulness you have afflicted me" (Ps 119:75).
  • "If your law had not been my delight, I would have perished in my affliction" (Ps 119:92).
  • "My soul is in deep anguish. How long, Lord, how long?" (Ps 6:3).
  • "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving meso far from my cries of anguish?" (Ps 22:1).
  • "Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. Relieve the troubles of my heart and free me from my anguishLook on my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins" (Ps 25:16-18).
  • "I will be glad and rejoice in your love, for you saw my affliction and knew the anguish of my soul." "My life is consumed by anguish and my years by groaningmy strength fails because of my affliction, and my bones grow weak" (Ps 31:7, 10).
  • "I am feeble and utterly crushed; I groan in anguish of heart" (Ps 38:8).
  • "My heart is in anguish within me; the terrors of death have fallen on me" (Ps 55:4).
  • "Some became fools through their rebellious ways and suffered affliction because of their iniquities" (Ps 107:17).
  • "The cords of death entangled me, the anguish of the grave came over me; I was overcome by distress and sorrow" (Ps 116:3).
  • "If only my anguish could be weighed and all my misery be placed on the scales!" (Job 6:2).
  • "Therefore I will not keep silent; I will speak out in the anguish of my spiritI will complain in the bitterness of my soul" (Job 7:11).
  • "Anxiety weighs down the heart, but a kind word cheers it up" (Prov 12:25).
  • "A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit" (Prov 15:13).
  • "Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them" (Isa 30:20).
  • "But what can I say? He has spoken to me, and he himself has done this. I will walk humbly all my years because of this anguish of my soul." "Surely it was for my benefit that I suffered such anguishIn your love you kept me from the pit of destructionyou have put all my sins behind your back" (Isa 38:15, 17).
  • "See, I have refined you, though not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction" (Isa 48:10).
  • "In the days of her affliction and wandering Jerusalem remembers all the treasures that were hers in days of old" (Lam 1:7a).
  • "Look, Lord, on my affliction, for the enemy has triumphed" (Lam 1:9b).
  • "I am the man who has seen affliction by the rod of the Lord's wrath" (Lam 3:1).
  • "I remember my affliction and my wandering, the bitterness and the gall" (Lam 3:19).
  • "For he does not willingly bring affliction or grief to anyone" (Lam 3:33).
  • "Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer" (Rom 12:2).

 

Monday, September 18, 2023

Simultaneously Both at All Times

Simultaneously, at all times, I am both:
  1. Righteous and Wicked
  2. Innocent and Guilty
  3. Holy and Unholy
  4. Godly and Ungodly
  5. Spiritual and Unspiritual
  6. Pure and Impure
  7. Humble and Arrogant
  8. Believing and Unbelieving
  9. Faithful and Unfaithful
  10. Obedient and Disobedient
  11. Trusting and Doubting
  12. Blessed and Cursed
  13. Healed and Wounded
  14. Joyful and Sorrowful
  15. Rewarded and Punished
  16. Rich and Poor
  17. Strong and Weak
  18. Protected and Helpless
  19. Helped and Abandoned
  20. Light and Darkness
  21. Living and Dying
  22. Content and Crushed
  23. Peaceful and Distressed
  24. Acquitted and Condemned
  25. Exalted and Humiliated
  26. Consoled and Anguished
  27. Exonerated and Accused
  28. Confident and Scared
  29. Courageous and Fearful
  30. At Rest and Restless
  31. In Control and Not in Control.
  32. Full of Hope and Despair
  33. Lifted Up and Brought Low
  34. Gaining Everything and Losing Everything
  35. Like Christ and Like the Devil

Affliction (God’s Medicine) by J.C. Ryle

"Affliction is one of God's medicines. By it He often teaches lessons which would be learned in no other way. By it He often draws souls away from sin and the world, which would otherwise have perished everlastingly.

Health is a great blessing, but sanctified disease is a greater blessing. Prosperity and worldly comfort are what all naturally desire; but losses and crosses are far better for us, if they lead us to Christ. Thousands on the last day, will testify with David, 'It is good for me that I have been afflicted' (Psalm. 119:71)."

If You Are Seeking God


Saturday, September 9, 2023

Is God Someone You Understand?


Faith - Flannery O'Connor


Faith is not just a matter of intellectual assent, but also a matter of lived experience.

My faith comes and goes. It rises and falls. It lives and seemingly dies or disappears and vanishes. It encourages me and also leads to despair and depression. My faith often feels like it is faltering. Is it even there or am I just imagining that I have faith?

Preach by the Way You Live


Sunday, September 3, 2023

Suffering Produces Angels


7 Deadly Sins

The 7 Deadly Sins is a subject of contemplation and moral reflection for centuries. These sins, aka the capital vices, are behaviors and attitudes particularly destructive to the human soul and society. They are moral pitfalls that we all must be vigilant against.

Pride is surely the deadliest, because self is placed above all else. It is the root of all sin, and it blinds us to our own sins. It breeds arrogance, judgmentalism, and failure to recognize our dependence on God. Indeed, "Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall" (Prov 16:18).

Envy resents others' good fortune or possessions. It's a poison that eats away at our happiness and relationships. Instead of celebrating others' success, envy makes us bitter and discontented. In contrast, be grateful for what we have and work on self-improvement rather than comparing ourselves to others.

Wrath or anger, can consume us. It leads to rash words, decisions and actions that we later regret. We must control our anger and seek peaceful resolutions to conflicts. "In your anger do not sin: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry" (Eph 4:26).

Sloth is the sin of laziness or apathy. [Acedia comes from Greek, and means “a lack of care.” It sounds a little like today's sloth, and acedia is indeed considered a precursor to today's sin of laziness. To Christian monks in the fourth century, however, acedia was more than just laziness or apathy. Synonyms: idleness, inactivity, indolence, inertia, laxness, lethargy, listlessness, slackness. slothfulness, slowness, sluggishness.] It neglects responsibility and in reaching our potential. Strive to be diligent and purposeful in life, using our time and talents wisely. "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters" (Col 3:23). Sloth is defined as a spiritual apathy or lack of concern for oneself and others. It is a failure to do things that one should do, or a lack of motivation to work, though the understanding of the sin in antiquity was that this laziness or lack of work was simply a symptom of the vice of apathy or indifference, particularly an apathy or boredom with God. Sloth can manifest in a number of ways, including:

  • Physical inactivity
  • Neglecting what God has said
  • Wasting resources
  • Not helping those in need
  • Carelessness about God's commands and priorities
  • Lack of love for God

Greed, an insatiable desire for money and possessions, leads to unethical behavior and exploitation. Instead, seek contentment and be generous with what you have. Jesus warned, "Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; life does not consist in an abundance of possessions" (Lk 12:15).

Lust, an intense desire for physical pleasure, disregards moral and ethical boundaries. It harms relationships and objectifies others. We must strive for purity and respect of others. Jesus said, "But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart" (Mt 5:28).

Gluttony, the excessive consumption of food, drink, indulgences, leads to physical and spiritual harm. We should practice moderation and self-control in all things. "When you sit to dine with a ruler, note well what is before you, and put a knife to your throat if you are given to gluttony" (Prov 23:1-2).

The 7 Deadly Sins should help us recognize and overcome destructive behaviors in our lives. We must strive for humility, contentment, self-control and love for our neighbors. This leads to more fulfilling and virtuous lives. It sbuild a better society based on love, compassion, and moral integrity. Reflect on these 7 sins, apply them to ourselves, and seek the path of holiness, righteousness and spiritual growth.



3 Stages of the Converted. 7 Deadly Sins

"There are in truth three states of the converted: the beginning, the middle, and the perfection.
  1. In the beginning they experience the charms of sweetness; 
  2. in the middle the contests of temptation; and 
  3. in the end the fullness of perfection."–Pope St. Gregory the Great.

The 7 Deadly Sins
  1. Lust
  2. Gluttony
  3. Greed
  4. Sloth
  5. Wrath
  6. Envy
  7. Pride














Sunday, August 27, 2023

Right Away was not right now, but Stretched out for a Long Time. Augustine.

"I was sure that it was better for me to give myself up to your love than to give in to my own desires. However, although the one way appealed to me and was gaining mastery, the other still afforded me pleasure and kept me victim. I had no answer to give to you when you said to me, 'Rise, you who sleep, and arise from the dead, and Christ will enlighten you.' When on all sides you showed me that your words were true, and I was overcome by your truth, I had no answer whatsoever to make, but only those slow and drowsy words, 'Right away. Yes, right away.' 'Let me be for a little while.' But 'Right away—right away' was never right now, and 'Let me be for a little while' stretched out for a long time."—St. Augustine. On delaying repentance more fully/procrastination.

A Mother's Prayer and Tears"And Thou sent Thine hand from above, and drew my soul out of that profound darkness, my mother, Thy faithful one, weeping to Thee for me, more than mothers weep the bodily deaths of their children. For she, by that faith and spirit which she had from Thee, discerned the death wherein I lay, and Thou heard her, O Lord; Thou heard her, and despised not her tears, when streaming down, they watered the ground under her eyes in every place where she prayed; yea Thou heard her."–St. Augustine in The Confessions.

"O Holy Spirit, descend plentifully into my heart. Enlighten the dark corners of this neglected dwelling and scatter there Thy cheerful beams."–St. Augustine.

“There are two loves, the love of God and the love of the world. If the love of the world takes possession of you, there is no way for the love of God to enter into you. Let the love of the world take the second place, and let the love of God dwell in you. Let the better love take over.”—St. Augustine.

 


Thursday, August 3, 2023

I Abandon Myself into Your Hands

Charles de Foucauld's Prayer of Abandonment:

Father, I abandon myself into your hands,
do with me what you will.
Whatever you may do, I thank you;
I am ready for all, I accept all.
Let only your will be done in me, and in all your creatures.

I wish no more than this, O Lord.

Into your hands I commend my soul;
I offer it to you with all the love of my heart,
for I love you, Lord, and so need to give myself,
to surrender myself into your hands without reserve,
and with boundless confidence, for you are my Father.

Wednesday, August 2, 2023

There is No Such Thing as New Truth, Frederick Douglas

"There is no such thing as new truth; error might be old or new, but truth is as old as the universe." Frederick Douglas, from his lecture "Popular Error and Unpopular Truth," 1863.

"God reigns in eternity, and that whatever delays, whatever disappointments and discouragements may come, truth, justice, liberty and humanity will ultimately prevail."